To meet is a test
The bigger happiness you feel when gather
The more hurt you suffer when separated
She had vastly involved with a waiting. She bonded her heart to that even more. She patiently stayed, frozing time, not to be aware that her waiting time incidently had an immense impact to a feeling she tried to build.
Another might see it a mere thing, she knew. Nevertheless she was truly scared to not see him in the end of her journey. Looking after all possibilities that they had to share doubted her much that perhaps, they did totally in far-opposite path so no matter how exhausted they were in running, they still trapped on different places.
She is seriously afraid on that.