Harta Karun yang Harus Ku Simpan #6 @SIGiMks part2


There was a time when I felt really alive and that was when I accidentally met these guys below:

Halo kakak-kakak SIGi Makassar.

Sudah 9 bulan tidak ketemu. Kangennya :’)

I have a bad day here. I (again) failed to write a nice popular science article. The article that I revised like literally hundred times  does not got a sufficient grade, not even an OK grade. I was totally disappointed with my self. This is my second time and I still fail. I feel like an idiot right now. I hate myself.

The thing is, no one can make me feeling better. In this very moment, I really need an escape. Some laugh or doing silly things  with you would be great. Some words like “dunia ji ini jangan mi terlalu diambil hati”  would entertain me much. Some spirit like “semangat amma, bisa jaki itu” would drastically change my sad mode. Ouh, I really want to jump in nongki-nongki tidak jelas di McD. I miss you a lot. Fiuh.

Selamat ulang tahun yang ke 4 SIGi Makassar ku sayang :’)

Sepertinya dari dulu masalahku cuma satu, tidak bisa move on. Hal yang sama terjadi di perasaan yang ku titip di SIGi. We are million kilometer separated but I can’t move even an inch from my comfort zone, SIGi. Now I wonder, how I manage to settle smoothly in SIGi because frankly, I cannot do it anymore here. Only need one meeting to feel comfortable with you guys, but now in this place, 9 months is still a struggle for me to adapt.

You must not know how lonely I am here. How I hide the real me. How the cheerful woman you know turns to a quite girl who hides so much capacity in her self. I missed my old self when I was so energetic surround by you guys. I missed the strong me. I am a chicken in this place.

But now, in this very moment, I would like to thank you all, with a bunch of love from me, for letting me have this green book, with all the sincere spirit in it.

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Selamat merantau, selamat meramu rindu, selamat berkarya. -Indi

Selamat membuktikan diri. Cepat pulang. -Ratih

Jangan lupa rajin relajar. Kirim foto yang keren-keren. -Ayu

Always miss you. Thanks for your time’s in my life. -Wana

Mari melalui perjalanan kita, melalui segala mimpi yang terwujud, melalui langkah-langkah kita. -Uni

Ini awal dari perjuangan yang baru. Butuh usaha, kerja keras, semangat dan doa yang lebih dari sebelumnya. Ingat, akar pendidikan itu pahit Ams, tapi akan berbuah manis. -Inov

Jangan kajili-jili nah di kampungnya orang. Kurangi begadang supaya pertumbuhanmu tidak terhambat. -Accul

Fokus ko kuliah, jangko bloon akut di negaranya orang. Belanda ini kaue bukan Belakang daya. -Kyu

Kalo ngedumel, ndak usahmi pake bahasa Inggris, apalagi pake bahasa Belanda. -Camsasika Putra

Selalu “adil sejak dalam pikiran” na bilang om Pram. -Jul

Sejauh apapun langkahmu pergi, semoga hatimu selalu kuat. Semoga sukses di tanah rantau, jangan lupa bahagia, jangan lupa bersyukur. -Fathe

Bahagia itu simpel, just keep moving. -Oky

Jangan pernah lupa dengan tanah darimu berasal. Karena disana akan selalu ada tawa, canda, dan curhat yang merindu. -Ammang

Dua tahun di Belanda takkan berasa jika hati sudah menetap. Semangat. -Hesty

Maka berangkatlah, merangkaklah untuk pulang dan berbagi dengan semasif ilmu, pengalaman. -Uswa

Semoga kebahagiaan senantiasa bermain disekelilingmu. -Anwar

I have to admit that: I always end up crying after reading this book. Always. Tiap kali lembar per lembar halamannya habis ku baca, kali itu juga meretas pertahanan. Pengen pulang. Tapi I know it would not be possible right now. Jadi yah ujung-ujungnya cuman bisa peluk-peluk buku ini dan berusaha semangat lagi.

This book is really helpful for reminding me that yeah IT IS difficult the choice that I have made, but I should not just throw away my spirit. So, again thank you for giving me this book :’)

Happy anniversary. Semoga makin lekat persaudaraan :’)

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